21/08/2022
The 2oils that came up
Memang forgiveness cakap senang
Haha tapi selalu tak jumpa senang forgive or forget
Bila kena jumpa its a different level altogether
Yes its a test from Allah to heal and to forgive myself and others if i choose it.
Or when im ready.
Perhaps choosing this clears up some backlog stuff that has stopping me from forward
Knowing or not knowing it
Some say we know what to do but most time we dont want to do it
Some says its just ok ignore
Some say its the new norm
Some say “whatever” hahaha
At the end no one can move you or change you unless Allah wills it with his grace and mercy.
i ask Allah for his grace and mercy to forgive myself and ask Allah for his forgiveness for all that i am lacking.
Perhaps then InshaAllah we get some in our hearts and lighten the burdens ameen
10/08/2022
Day 16
Syukur Alhamdulilah nee view. Good news
Dad moving and in better health❤️ thank you all who keep supporting
Doa2 and kind words snd help.
Not out of the woods yet but good news needed. Rezeki Allah to have this blessings.
May Allah reward all of you ameen Ya Allah Ya Rabb
09/08/2022
Drained penat overwhelmed ulang alik hospital and daiky mum duties
I pakai stress away and e-ner-gee
Kat perut and chest
Wintergreen palo santo wherever wherever needed😆🤣😂 InshaAllah
Bismillah dengan izinnya ameen
07/08/2022
Day 13
InshaAllah dipermudahkan semuanya urusan and rezeki InshaAllah ameen
07/08/2022
Ylang2 macam perfume makes u feel warm and confident and also good for BP hehe
-Alhamdulilah syukur-
Rezeki Allah memang datang in so many ways
Money is just a part
That most people see
But abundance is not about money kan
Ada org kayaraya dah pun tak tasa abundance
Ada yg sikit je rasa abundance
May we be people of Abundance no matter what state financially we are at
Allah mencukupkan untuk kami and keluarga kami
Doakan my dad and Emir semoga cepat sembuh
And whoever parents and family yg tengah sakit.
Allah sembuhkan cepat and give them syifa and rezeki selalu ameen
Disclaimer im not a medical practitioner it just works for me.
03/08/2022
Tabur jangan tak tabur haha feel better to ise this at my tummy areas and back to provide support and energy to move forward 😁
22/07/2022
My six year old said her first 3 words “ i Hate you mum” not the words i want to hear but i didnt take it personally
She was tired and cranky and needed to sleep and rest.
Ya kids dont know when to stop when tired and adults too.
I said its ok i love you even if u hate me..i still cant help myself i said dont cry.
Pujuk dia minta hug
Kena pujuk 3 kali baru datang panggil nama manja2 oohh my sweetie pie
Lepas tu jom kiss and hugs
Aaliyah sorry
I love you .. pls call me fat ehhh apala dia belajar 😜🫣
Maybe dia dengar my conversation
Anyway hug kisses and a oiling and good night semalam
Bring JOY again today
InshaAllah ameen
Allah permudahkan untuk semua ameen
20/07/2022
Start the day with JOY and Heart and Bismillah🥰😍😘
Ya Allah make it easy for us today for our family and friends too Ameen
Keep us all safe from all harm and dangers and grant those sick with speedy healing ameen
Grant those who wish to be married their jodoh and ease of affairs ameen