Risen from the Ashes

Hello all I'm sorry I havent been around, I am back now making my way up.

Well things are interesting for me, so only the negative thing is the fact I'm stuck in the hospital and have been since Wednesday morning, it's now Friday evening and have to say that hospitals are the most boring and most depressing places to be in, though they are meant to be safe places for you to recover from any ailments. But hugely depressing if you alone and have no one to visit u.

I came in with a swollen finger and turned out to be really infected. But I'm hanging in there.

Never Forget:
How Far you have come. Everything you have pushed on even when you tell you couldn't. All the morning's you got out of bed no matter how hard it was. All the times you wanted to give up but you got through another day. Never Forget how much strength you have earned and developed along the way.
--Anomonous---

I am thankful for this quote because it is very true that we have to remember where we came from and what trials we gone through and challenges. I am very thankful for this special friend Kenny, for he has helped me truly gotten me to think more clearly and to be more vodcal for myself when someone is degrading me.
But no one can benifit when they never fail at anything. Everything we go through helps build who we are.

A lot going through my mind and I am working on a lot of things, got a lot of things planned I am happy to not finally getting my Blog up and running will connect very soon to here. Though things are a bit hectic I cannot wait to share my journey with you all.

Well here I cant sleep with a lot going through my mind trying to get my main blog and website up and running properly is kinda hard to figure out where to start besides the obvious.

With everything changes come, whether for the good or bad. But always considered all info before any rash decisions.

Well been running around worried and focused on alot of things. Each and everyday is a struggle

Here in my thoughts trying to figure out why im feeling down

Today and the last couple weeks have been very blissful and very happy because im with my baby and we are able to start wworking on our issues.

I am in amazement my honeypie though he doesnt quite have the greatest attention span most things, but sitting here almost the last hour just watching him trying to sync his phone to this his watch to that, It suprises me and makes me happy that he is learning to work with technology and i cant wait to help show him the little bit i know with computers.

With alot on my plate an making things work with my honeypie is alot but im willing to keep going

With the way my life is turning out to be stressful, i mean i made it this far but in all honesty no matter how bad things can be for me or get, I will not give up on it. The struggle is real, the world is real life not some fantasy. I may feel like giving up at times but where will that honestly get me.