W.D. Dickinson

The original boards that once lived beneath tile, carpet and dust were carefully removed, sorted, and stored for future use.

Good materials, and good stories, deserve another chapter.

Sometimes restoration is less about replacing what was lost.

Sometimes it’s simply noticing what survived.

When indoor plumbing was added, the original closet flooring was repurposed as subfloor for the bathroom tile.

One renovation solved a modern need while unintentionally preserving a small piece of the home’s earliest story.

Old houses rarely erase their history completely, they simply layer it.

Entry 02.02 | June 2014

𝑬𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑫𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒐𝒏, 𝑭𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝑳𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆

There is a particular grace to a balcony such as this, set just above the everyday rhythm of the house, yet never removed from it.

In the early days, I would step out there in the late afternoon, when the light softened and the air carried with it the quiet promise of evening. From that vantage, one could see far beyond the orchards, the gentle sweep toward the bay, and the ocean itself, stretching in a way that reminded me how small and yet how fortunate we were to dwell here.

It was a place not for grand occasions, but for noticing. The changing sky. The stillness before supper. The hush that comes just before the lamps are lit.

Time, as it always does, carried the house through many seasons. I understand now that this balcony, once closed during its years as a boys’ school, has been opened to breathe again. The windows, too, have been returned to their proper purpose, welcoming the light rather than holding it at bay.
There is something deeply right in that.

I am told that the present stewards chose this very place to mark the beginning of their own life together. That they stood there, where the horizon meets the sky, and made their promises as the sun lowered itself into the distance.

This pleases me more than I can properly express.
A house does not ask to remain unchanged. It asks only to be remembered well, and to be used with intention. That this balcony, among the first to be restored, is again a place of gathering, of quiet vows, and of evening light, tells me it has been understood.

And the sunsets, I imagine, have not diminished.
~ 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏

Entry 14.16 | April 2026

There was once an orchard here. Not imagined, real.

Ordered rows, each tree placed with intention, each part of a larger rhythm of care and growth.

From above, you can see the pattern clearly. The discipline of it, the quiet commitment to tending something that would not fully reveal itself for years.

It’s hard to stand here now and not feel that absence.

So much has changed. The land has been divided, simplified, made to fit new needs. The orchard, like the carriage house and so many other things, gave way to time.

And yet, something about it never fully left.

When we planted the bay laurels along the edge of the property, it didn’t feel like starting something new. It felt like remembering something that had been here long before us.

They are different trees, of course. But they carry the same intention.

To grow.
To shelter.
To be useful.

Edible. Medicinal. Quietly practical in the way the best things are. And perhaps most importantly, to create a boundary that is alive.

I’ve been thinking about how much of life is like this.

We don’t always get to restore what was lost exactly as it was. The original orchard will not return in its same form. But we are given the chance, sometimes to plant again. To choose something that honors what came before, even if it takes a different shape.

There is comfort in that.

Especially now, when so much feels like it is shifting, or leaving, or changing form altogether. It reminds me that continuity doesn’t require replication. It requires attention. Intention. Care.

From above, one day, these trees will form their own pattern.

Not the same, but not separate either.

Part of a longer story that continues to grow.

𝘌𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘰𝘯, 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘓𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦

There is a certain intimacy in a floor.

It is the one element of a home that every life must pass over, again and again, until its surface holds the memory of all who have come before. I remember when these boards were first laid —fresh, even, and full of promise. They carried the early rhythms of the house: measured footsteps, small children at play, the quiet movements of daily life.

Over time, they softened.

Not in strength, but in spirit. The wood took on a gentleness, worn by use, shaped by years. A floor such as this does not merely support a household— it becomes part of it.

It is a rare and thoughtful thing, then, to see such floors not discarded, but carefully lifted, tended to, and returned.

There is respect in that act.

To remove them, not as an ending, but as a continuation — to preserve what has been while allowing it to endure. I understand that each board was handled with care, that what could be saved was saved, and what was needed was made anew in the same language as the original.

And now, they rest again beneath the rooms they have long known.

Across all three floors, the house has been given back its footing — its continuity restored. There is a quiet satisfaction in this, a sense that something essential has been honored rather than replaced.

A house, when cared for in this way, does not feel altered.

It feels remembered.

And I believe these floors, once more underfoot, carry not only the past—but the promise of all that is yet to come.

~ 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯

Entry 02.05 | May 2013

𝘌𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘰𝘯, 𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘓𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘦

There was once a smaller house upon the grounds.

Not grand in the manner of the main residence, yet no less purposeful. It stood with quiet dignity, serving its role faithfully—sheltering horses, carriages, and the daily workings that sustain a household. Such places are rarely the focus of admiration, and yet they are essential to the life that unfolds around them.

I remember it well.

In the mornings, there was movement—measured, practical, and steady. The sound of doors opening, the soft rhythm of work beginning. It was a place of intention. Of use. Of continuity.

It grieves me, in a way I had not expected, to understand that it no longer stands.

Not through the slow wearing of time, nor through careful consideration of its end—but taken rather abruptly, without the pause that such a place deserves. A house, no matter its size, carries with it the memory of all that has passed through it. To remove it without acknowledgment is to quiet those memories too suddenly.

I have come to understand that the world beyond these walls has grown more hurried. That decisions are sometimes made in the name of progress, or necessity, or even virtue—yet not always with full regard for what is being set aside.

A place such as that carriage house may seem modest.

But modest things often hold the most faithful histories.

A good home is not only what remains, but also what it chooses to remember. And I believe there is value—great value—in taking the time to consider what is lost before it is gone.

If there is anything I might offer, it is simply this:

Care is a form of stewardship.

And stewardship requires attention, patience, and, above all, regard for what has come before.

~ 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘰𝘯
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Removed without permit, notice, or care—replaced in the name of “sustainability.”

Preservation is sustainability.

Support those protecting what remains:
Save Our Heritage Organisation
Advocacy Legal Defense Fund
Protect San Diego’s Historic Resources (donation link in comments)

January 2026
Entry floor in progress

Hello, friends—and if you're new here, welcome.

I've been quiet. Mourning my father, relearning the lessons from my mother's passing in 2010. Grief moves at its own pace, makes its own weather—and in that weather, I've found myself bundled up, reflecting on legacy, preservation, and the work that continues even when we pause.

This is the Wallace D. Dickinson House, built in 1888, met by us in 2012. She's been both teacher and companion through everything since.

Dressed up and shiny, people think she's solid, "finished." And she does look beautiful, doesn't she? But here's what I keep learning: even when everything appears put together and complete, the work underneath continues.

The foundation settles and needs attention. The bones require tending. The invisible architecture of keeping something alive asks for daily devotion.

It's not unlike grief, actually. Not unlike love.

This journey—the unglamorous maintenance, the small discoveries, the way loss, love, and historic preservation is less about perfection and more about presence. The reality that lives between the before and after.

But maybe you already know that. Maybe that's why you're here too—because you understand that beautiful things require constant care, that some work is never really done, that there's poetry in the persistence.

Whether from cracked plaster or freshly restored rooms, for those who've been with us, thank you for staying. For those just arriving, welcome. Our porch is wide—there's always an open rocking chair for you, whatever journey your on.