09/27/2026
Wild animals are extremely good at hiding illness or injury. This ability to push on through pain protects them from appearing weak and being taken by predators or from being ostracized by a family group. Towards the end of July, I noticed that one of the pups I called “Red” (for her resemblance to a Red Wolf) was slowing down. She had always been calmer and less playful than the other pups, but I had attributed this to her place in the pack hierarchy or simple personality differences. But when she started to stay behind on our daily outings, I knew something was amiss. She was still eating well, so I was a bit confused by this subtle shift in behavior. One day I was able to get close enough to check her gums. The color of a canines gums can be very telling. Pale gums can indicate anemia, or a decrease in oxygen rich red blood cells. Her gums were ghost white. No color at all. I brought her to the emergency vet and the prognosis was poor. As they were drawing her blood, it looked like pink water: she was not producing red blood cells. Blood work revealed no obvious causes (parasites or infections) and thoughts turned towards a genetic abnormality where her bone marrow was not producing enough red blood cells. We discussed all the options including blood transfusions where she would need to spend days at the Vet, locked in a cage in the ICU, away from her pack. Then there would be many weeks of potential recovery at home, again, isolated from her pack and that was IF she was even able to recover. After weighing all the options, I made the extremely difficult decision to euthanize: to end her suffering which she hid so well, for so long, like all wild animals do. It was one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever had to make, but it was the right one for Red.