Dreams of Nickoo

PAINFUL WORDS

The words you've spoken can't be taken back
You're so full of hate that your hrt has turned black

You can't turned back to erase what you've said
The pain you've given me will remain in my hrt

You said things to me coz I refuse to do what you say
But I too have a life to live & wait to live to my way

We shouldn't have to fight to a little freedom in life
I feel in battle with your words that can cut like knife

I'm always there if you need me & you know that
But am not running to prove it a the drop of a hat

When there's no compromising or meeting halfway
Then there's no much more I can do or even say

I'm not a puppet that's controlled by your strings
I'm someone who cares that's what my love brings

I trust in God that hate thing will turn out to be better
I will write my feelings down to give you in a letter

Then you can sit & read how much it hurt me inside
From your bitter words that you wished I had died

If I die before you says sorry for these words you've said
You'll have to live with your guilt long after my dead...

Dreams of N.K Langat

DON'T TURN AROUND

You've turned your back on me & walked a way
Don't turn back around me & see me dying this way

Your words have cut me now my heart cries blood
You think I've no feelings & am made of wood

And the love & care I've poured all over you
Without any thought for me you say we're through

I'm telling you right here right now that one day
You'll be sorry & needs me back& pray

But then you'll see that it is way beyond too late
My heart would have broken & tired trying to wait

Now for me, the blue skies have all turned grey
Finding out you no longer loves me pains my day

I feel like a glass bottle that just been smarshed
And the love you once had has now been slashed

My heart pumps deep saddened into my veins
Feeling like a bullet have blown out my brains

My whole body is shaking I'm hurt so much
How I long again for your soft loving touch

I feel am about to die so don't turn around
My broken body you'll see me on the ground

Dreams of N.K.Lang'at

SO SAD

So sad for the eye that cannot weep
Coz all their tears have gone to sleep

So sad for the heart that close it's door
So that it's beats cannot be broken anymore

So sad for the mind that's driven insane
Its abusive past won't leave the brain

So sad for the hand that couldn't hold love
Letting go for it to fly on the wings of a dove

So sad for the body that couldn't move on
Now six feet under it's time here is gone

Dreams of N.K.Lang'at

WHY DISAPPEARED MY LITTLE

Sitting here in this lonely room
The pit of my soul I feel gloom
My minds feels nothing than doom

Please lonely don't leave me alone

Now that you left me here all alone
Her feeling for me you said have gone
What am to do without her from now on

Please lonely don't leave me alone

I still have her so much that am in pain
Please let her come back to me again
In tears so much it's like pouring rain

Please lonely dont leave me alone

Feeling like my heart has died
Its drowned in the ocean that I've cried
Can't eat can't sleep nothing helps I've tried

Please lonely dont leave me alone

You've disappeared her so long not gone to return
Me heart & soul hurt so much that they burn
I've no one left in this world for me to concerned

Please lonely don't leave me alone

This emptiness & loneliness inside
Will hunt you & your back
Can't no longer hold or hide

Even loneliness have just left me alone to die

WHY,Loneliness, you were all that kept me alive

Copyright .N.Lang'at
Dreams of Nickoo

I'M JUST A MEMORY

I'm just a memory that is left behind in your heart
For you to look onto now that we're finally apart

Please don't cry tears anymore over me
I'm might not be with you but atleast am free

From all the pains & miseries caused on me at birth
It's now finally over that I've left the wounds

My life has been just a huge Roller Coaster Rider
It got a little easier the day you stayed by my side

Then I got so tired from it all I just couldn't carry on
That's the reason that I decided it was time I was gone

No one knew all the painful days & nights I cried
I wished for it all is over that's how I came to decides

The title gal I once was she stayed with me inside
That day I woke up she's no more with me

Copyright©2017 K.N Lang'at
Dreams of Nickoo

I'M NOT YOUR GAME

I'm not your game so don't play with my heart
I'm not a deck of cards don't shaffle me apart

My beart not a dice so don't roll onto the ground
My love is for you it's not to be kicked all around

A heart fills with love should be treated with care
It's not something you play or something you share

A heart that's empty is nothing but an empty shell
A heart filled with love is a home for your love to dwell

If you're lucky to be given a heart filled with love for you
Treat it kindly & be both honest & always be true

If your heart being played like an old fiddle & bow
Take out the love & let the playing fiddler finally go

Don't let your heart be anyones playinground or game
Find someone to build the fire in your heart & both light the flame

Copyright©2017 K.N Lang'at
Dreams of Nickoo

MY NEW TAKE

As the sun jets from mt Kenya region,
Its shadow descents as abadares snow rises

Your stepped, waves my raising trauma away,
Ain't believe its all coming back to me

Your presence calmed my wounded hrt,
Stabled ma sorrowful soul

Thick & thin struggle, you comply,
Tears of me has wipen

Hands together for mansion
Binds together for mission

Beautiful land of Kirinyaga,
Land where my counter soul dwells

Me heart hav' yoh, Me luv yoh,
Me soul got yoh.

Copyright@2017_ K.N.Lang'at
Dreams of Nickoo

I'm sorry having been away for so long. Kindly accept my plea my fun. I've came with lots of events & sweet memories to share together. So stay intack & keep yourself locked inside the scene. Never miss out

DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME

I'm fine as you can see
So don't you worry about me

Just like the wind am hurrying by
To busy with nothing to stop to say hi

My hearts feels trampled on by a bull
My mind feels bursting right out of my skull

What have I done to deserve this forever maddening fun?
I've woke up feeling like blowing my brain out with a gun

Tick Tock Tick Tock my mind is fu**ed off
The clock laugh till it chokes up a cough

The seed of insanity was inherited on Earth
Grown with whoever who gave it birth

You cannot hide from the card that I've been dealt with
But going thr'u life it's feeling have to be felt

I'm lucky coz I've felt them all
And still standing tall

See just like the wind, am fine as you can see
Don't worry for a second for this nothing

Dreams of K.N Lang'at
Copyrights @2017

MY QUEEN I'M SORRY;

Oh my Queen am sorry bout what happened
Me & your mom had No troubled all the time
I can't stay together with you

I know what can mean to your life,
I can hear you crying from millions miles away
Calling "Daddy" but there's no answer

But deep down in me,
I know the reason why
Coz the blood that runs in you is the same as the blood in me

I mean the blood that runs in you,
The blood that runs in you,
Is the same as the blood in me

Oh my Queen am sorry
Oh my Queen am sorry
Oh my Queen am sorry

Dreams of K.N Lang'at
Copyright @2017

The world of poetry:

MY INFANT LITTLE LOVE:

I've missed this beautiful Queen
She's out of my sight for a while
She's too infant to be looked upon
My little Angle, your father miss & love you

Wherever you are, my brilliant, stay well
My love for you endures forever
I know one day, one time you'll be in my arms
Loneliness have costed me here

Tears will hunt whoever behind the scene
Why ain't sympathized me
May you live to blow thousands & one candles in life

You're now fatherless yet am a life
My dear, I live for you
And if I die before you get me, go look my grave & plant scents flowers
Don't be married to safeguard my unity

I'm resting here waiting for you
And if you fails me, don't asked why
Coz I know one day, one time we'll meet again
Forgive whoever behind my pain inflictions but never to forget thy name(s)

Yours dearly loving Dad K.N Lang'at

Dreams of K.N Lang'at
Copyright 2017

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