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04/07/2021

Confession:28



Ani mai padheko school ma.kitchen helper vaiso ghar ma ali rahat milyo but vagwaan lya tyo khusi ni diyanan ,arko school.sanga hamro school Marge vayo ra mero mom lya Job xodnu paryo 🙏 Tyaspaxi mom jhan depressed hunu vayo coz aba mero 11-12 padni din aaudae thiyo ani we even didn't have 1000rs ani feri back to batti katni , but mom ko haat bata alikati katyo ki ragat aauthiyo , ani ahilya sab saman dherae mahango vaye ko karan ghar ma khana pani garo huna thalyo so besar chini sakida ollo ghar pallo ghar guharnu parthiyo but dad didn't care ani dad ko torture pani ustae ,tyaspaxi she got another Job in hospital kitchen , so we were so Happy but Tya ni khai k karan lya ho ,mero mom lai Job bata nikaldiyo , mom was already 44years then mom get so much depressed I could see her pain in her face , 11-12join hune bela vayo but kasaelai kyae matlab thiyana uncle haru ,thulo buwa haru coz ghar garib vaye ni purkhauli sampati tanna thiyo but sagol ma vayerw hamlya kyae paako thiyanam , so bachhai dyakhi compromise gardae aayeko ma padhai ma kunai compromise gardina vanerw mailya malai jasari ni clz padhnu cha vani ra thulo ba ko xora sanga padhna ko laagi paisa Magna gayam mummy ma ani pahila ta clz mahango cha kasari padhaxau kasari tirxau vandae hoesinthiyo mailya ma jasari ni parxu vanepaxi paisa diso ra admission garerw aai 😊😊 tyo bela samma mom ko hospital wala Job thiyo .

But hospital ko Job xodyapaxi mero jiban ko dukha suru vayo , mom lastae dherae depressed vaisyo ,malai clearly feel hunthiyo so clz ko fee ko notice aauda ni lukayerw rakhthi mom lya tha napaisyos vanerw but kata kata pata dyakhisyo ani malai yo k ho vanisyo ,mailya kura lukauna notice aako ho mummy pir nagariso ahilya tirna Pardaena baaki cha time tanna vani 😢 but mom lai thaha thiyo so mom ko Man ma dherae kura khelna thalyo sayad ani mummy ko mamaghar ma bihya aayo ani mummy najani vayerw hami gayam ma ra bahini which was our biggest mistake 🥺🥺🥺 coz hami bihya paxi ek dui din mamaghar ma nai basxam vanya thiyam so ek din raati mom ko call aayo ghar kahilya aauni malai nyasro laagyo ani bahini lya voli parc aauni vani mailya bolna ni paina voli palta bihana dyakhi malai naramro feel vairaako thiyo ani maiju lai ni mailya vani raako thiya maiju malai atti garo vairaako cha Kasto naramro feel vako cha k garni vandae , diuso 3baje tira ghar tira ko vauju ko call aaya nani ghar xito aaiso vandae , ma achhamma ma pare kina vauju lya call garya ani kina yakkasi ghar aauna paryo , background bata nikai aawaj aairaako thiyo so man ma chiso pasyo k vayo ghar tira vauju vandae but vauju lya kyae vanisyana just aaunu vanisyo ani malai dar laagyo ra maiju lai bolaudae mai mamalai phone gariso na ghar tira k vako bujnu vaniso na please vandae maiju lya ma mamalai phone garepaxi tha vayo ki....

03/07/2021

Confession:27

म उही दोहा वाला

एसएलसी परीक्षा दिएपछि सकियो मेरो आलिशान जिन्दगी। अब मैले मेरो घर मा गर्न थाले काम, काम भन्नु हुन्छ भने खेत म धन रोप्ने, मकै गोड्ने, गाई बाख्रा हेर्ने, दानापानी गर्ने। दाईभाउजु सँग बस्दा आफ्नो लुगा न धोएको मैले अब सबैकाम सिक्न थाले ।
लुगा धुने भाडा मोल्ने, सबै। हुन त यही रहेछ जिन्दगी , आफ्नो काम आफैले गर्नु पर्ने ।हरेक काम आफैं गर्न थाले बिस्तारै ।

जिन्दगीले नयाँ नयाँ अनुभव गराउँदै गयो। म रमाउँदै गए । सायद सानैदेखि घर नबसेको भएर होला मैले मेरो परिवार प्रति माया देखाउनै सकिन ,ड हरु ले भन्नु हुन्थ्यो त सानो हुँदा यस्तो गर्थिस उस्तो गर्थिस् यो बोल्थिस् , तर त्यो सबै मेरो लागि सपना जस्तो थियो। मलाई केही याद थिएन , अव पालो थियो मेरो क्याम्पस पढ्ने । सानै देखि व्यापारी देखेको मेरो दाई ले टन्नै सम्पति कमाएको देखेर मेरो मन पनि व्यापार तिर केन्द्रित हुन पुग्यो। मैले गाउँ घर मै काम गरेर अलि अलि जम्मा गरेको पैसा थियो । काठमाडौं आएको थाहा पाएपछि कता कता बाट मलाई एकजना आफन्त ले एउटा काम लगाउनु भयो , काम थियो निर्माणका काम हेर्ने (सुपरभाइजर) यही काम गर्न थाले देखि मेरो जिन्दगी मा परिवर्तन आउन थाल्यो । आफूले खर्च गरेर अरूलाई काम लगाउन सजिलो थिएन त्यहिपनी मलाई सिकाउनु भयो ।मैले काम राम्रो गरेर देखाउन थाले। पैसा नी कमाउनुस् थाले बेलैमा मोटरसाइकल चलाउन सिकेको भएर काम निकै सहज हुन थाल्यो। काम संगै पैसा नी कमाउँदै गए पैसा नी जोगिन थाल्यो । अब म सँग कलेज फी तिर्ने देखि आफूलाई बाइक कोठा भाडा तिर्ने सक्ने भए । छोटो समयमै मेरो राम्रो प्रगति भयो ।

मैले काम गर्दै गए । मैले आफ्नो बाइक किने, तर मेरो पढाई ओझेलमा पर्न थाल्यो ११ को जाँच दिए जसो तसो पास भए , अर्को तिर काम चल्दै थियो। यति बेला सम्म मलाई केही याद थिएन मेरो परिवार छ भनेर । मैंले दूध डेरी सस्तो मूल्यमा पाए र एकजना साथीको सल्लाह अनुसार किने ,किन किन मलाई यो सबै कुरा घर मा भन्नै मन लागेन र भनिन पनि । मैले कामकै सिसिलामा एउटा रूप रंग बोलीचाली सबै मिलेको एउटा जातमिल्ने केटि भेटे । चाँडै जोडियौ हामी माया सञ्जालमा , मैले हेर्दा हेर्दै महिना को ४० ५० हजार कमाउन थाले ।

अब म सँग आफ्नै बाइक,माया गर्ने मान्छे सबै थियो । मैले १२ को परीक्षा दिएँ र भगवानको साथले मैले उतिर्ण गरे । अब मैले मेरो परिवार सामु मेरो मायालुलाई चिबाएर विवाह गर्नु थियो । विडम्बना के आइलाग्यो, उसको मुटु मा समस्या आउन थाल्यो , घर परिवार को आर्थिक स्थिति कमजोर भएकोले मैले उसको मुटुको सल्यक्रिया सम्पन्न गराउन ठूलो रकम दिए । उसको ज्यान जोगियो। म निक्कै खुसी थिए,मेरो सबै समस्या हट्दै गएको थियो । खुल्ला आकाशमा कालो बादल छाएको जस्तै गरी मेरो जीवनको कालो दिन नी चाँडै आउँदै रहेछ, जीवन दिने मलाई मतलब नगरी उसको परिवारले अष्ट्रेलिया को पिआर पाएको एक व्यक्ति सँग बिहे गराएर अष्ट्रेलिया पठाइसकेका रहेछन्। म कामको सिलसिलामा काठमाण्डौ छोडेर अन्तै जानु परेको थियो त्यस समयमा । त्यही समायम मेरो राम्रो फस्टाएको दूधको व्यापार ले नी ओरालो लाग्यो ।मेरो आफ्नो बचत जति त्यही छोडेरजाने केटीको मुटुको सल्यक्रिया गर्दा सकिएको थियो । अब म सँग दूधको डेरी बेच्ने बाहेक अरु कुनै बाटो रहेन । मैले बेचे र बाकी रहेको रकम सबै घरमा बनिरहेको नयाँ घरमा लगाउन दिए ।
मेरो दिदीहरुको नी मेरो एसएलसी परीक्षा सकिएको ३ वर्ष भित्र विवाह भयो। अब घरमा बाकी म थिए र मेरा हजुरबुबा र आमा।

मेरो जिन्दगी त्यस दिन देखि खस्किँदै गयो जब मेरो कान्छी दिदीको विवाह भयो। मलाई मेरो कामबाट नी सन्तुष्टि मिल्न छाड्यो काम नी सानो मनमुटाव ले गर्दा मैले छोड्नु पर्यो। अब म सँग केही रहेन । गाउँ गएर बस्न थाले , साथीभाइ सबै काठमाण्डौ मा बस्थे र मलाई नी गाउँमा बस्न खासै मन लागेन । एकजना आफन्त को मेनपावर कम्पनीमा एउटा राम्रो काम को अवसर आएको रहेछ अब मैले पासपोर्ट बनाएँ र मेरो सबै डकुमेन्ट बुझाए । मलाई पैसा कमाउन यति मन थियो कि मैले मेरो बुढा हजुरबुबा आमाको कुरा नमानी विदेश जाने निर्णय गरे।

कामले गर्दा अझै पूरा भएको छन कृपया तेस्रो भाग को प्रतीक्षा गर्नुहोला
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Life isn't easy ☺️

03/07/2021

Confession:26
MALE, 24
SOMEWHERE ABOVE THE LAND

SELF RESPECT OR EXPRESS FEELINGS?
I saw you online, got excited to talk but I don't have courage to text you. I am slightly trying to ignore the fact that you are online but however I got to see. Though you use social media being offline but every time I visit your profile and stalk your pictures.
I always wants to have a talk with you but I always end up stalking your profile and photos. As the days are passing, I am having strong feelings for you. Neither I can ignore you nor I can express my feelings.
Firstly, I was attracted towards you but slowly I got feelings for you. We are good friends and I am afraid to loose you.
I am in love with you, your behaviour, your talk, your beautiful eyes, your pretty smile, you wearing glasses, the way you wink, the way you put eyeliner and the way you put tika in the middle of your eyebrows. But still I will not express my feelings because I can't let my self respect down with my broken heart again. Who knows if you too got feelings for me but still it will be hard for me to erase my feelings.
I always love to narrate you like a novel with my precious thoughts. I always wants to describe you with my words. I wasn't expecting to fall in love with you but we can't hold ourselves to fall for the person who are special.
Anyone can fall for you easily but I got strong feelings for you. Your personality attracted me to fall for you. No matter what, I will be loving you always without expressing my love. I just used to talk with you sometimes but these days, I just want to talk with you every time and every second.
You are online but here I am thinking whether to message you or not. I don't wanna approach you because I will be feeling really low if I will be ignored.
I am stuck between that one tap and ignorance.
We may try to ignore the one we love, the more we fall for them.
Sometimes, we can't get what we desire from heart.
I love you but I can't express my feelings to save my self respect ❣️
People may say that, In love there must not self respect but only love.
But you cannot let yourself forward towards approach when the person you love is not seeing your efforts. ❤️
Keep loving everyone! Who knows maybe they are in love with you too.
Spread love and happiness!

03/07/2021

Confession : 25 (Part : 1)
Female 22
Kathmandu
problem

This is my first confession , maile aaja samma confession lekhya xaina but aaja lekhna gairaako xu kinaki Man ma hajar thari kura khelerw ko sanga vanum vanum vayerw confession ko madhyam bata aafno pida pokhna gairaako xu 🙏

This confession starts with my mom's life , she belong to a wealthy jamindar family but got married at the age of 16 ani 5barsa paxi mom left that guy ani came to kathmandu rya (which we knew after her death)ani here she met my dad And got married(vagerw) kati barsa ,mahina ko Love thiyo tyo ni tha xena ,then her life starts to become living hell 🥺🥺🥺

My dad was/is a King of drunkard , sadhai rakhsi khani ,kyae Job nagarni mom lai gaali garni rya then bihya ko 2 years paxi mero jamna vayo but my grandmom refuse to take my mom to my maternal house as uha ko anusar "garni bela moj garni , vagerw gayerw paaki ho ma lina aauna tyasko santan " so gau ko auta aama lya mero hjr aamalai gaali garepaxi balla sutkeri seharna lagisyo rya but na khana ramrari dinthya rya na sehar , ghar ma huda ni budi lai sutkeri vaxa masu khande vanerw paisa dida aafae rakhsi khayerw mom lai kyae disinna thiyo rya , yasari mom lya sutkeri ma kyae khana sehar napayerw malai thulo banaiso ani jindagi katdae gaisyo , dad lya kahilya kyae kaam garisyana but mom lya batti katni , aru ko gothala jani gardae ghar chalaunu hunthiyo 🥺🥺🙂🥺🙂 I can still remember dad jahila jaad khayerw aauni karauni , raat var sutna nadini ghar bata nikalnya garnu hunthiyo ani hami aru ko ghar ko pidi ma poush magh ko jado ma gundri oddae sutthim ,khana pani nadini sutna pani nadini , pakako vado ma susu gardini garnu hunthiyo , tyasto huda ni sahadae ,tolerate gardae aako thiyam , ghar ma padhaunya haisiyat thiyana coz dad kaam garisinna thiyo mom lya batti kateko paisa lya ghar ma khana garo thiyo so luckily I got scholarship ani 10samma boarding ma padhna pai , tyo bela samma mom ko haat ma batti katda katda ghau vaisakya thiyo.

03/07/2021

Confession:24
LUST or L0VE ?
Dherai lamo tw haina tara kaile kai mann ma khelne Kura haru lekhna Mann lagyo. Ajkal LOVE teti sasto vako ho rw ? Ki manxe haru lei LUST, ATTRACTION lai nai LOVE ko name dina thaleko ho ? Afno swartha pura garna milne medium baneko xa b**hara LOVE. Ajkal ko relationship dekhda Ni achamma lagxa (excluding some). Facebook ma dekhyo, chinya sinya Ni hudaina, Conversation start; Koi koi ko message feri "Hi" ane tespaxi siddai "ILOVEYOU" Aa Baba Majak chalira xa yeha; Conversation vaye paxi voli palta vetyo, parsi palta afno swartha pura garyo, ani arko din BREAKUP. Yesto Kriyakalap lei asar garne vaneko chai Sojo Saja Innocent Manxe haru lai ho jasko chai niswartha Maya garne soch hunxa.
So, I request everyone to make clear to your partner whether you want LUST or LOVE ?

02/07/2021

Confession:23
Confession
Female
Age:21
When I was little maybe around 12 or 13, l started to feel attracted towards women, but I brushed the feeling off and didn't think much of it cause malai tha thiyena ki Love between two people or same gender was possible or even existed. Ani hami sablaii tha vakai kura ho hami kasto society ma xam vanera yaha yeuta kta ra kti b**h ko maya ta accept garna garo hunxa🥺🥺 Anyways, years passed, and I feel like I am not into boys romantically.But again I ignore myself kina vane afulai accept garney himat ma ma thiyena and thought maybe I felt like that because I had never been in relationship.And eventually I was in a relationship with a boy when I was like 18. He was so sweet, lovely and caring but I always felt like there's something missing or let's say I was forcing myself to love him, but in reality I was not able to do so😭.Tesaile I broke up with him cause it's okay for me to not accept myself but I didn't have any right to play with others feelings.After breaking up with him I feel devastated, I cried whole night😭😭 I spend whole night questioning myself, Why I am like this? Why I have to be different from others? I was ashamed of myself, I was feeling guilty🥺 But I had accept myself because emotions and feeling is not something that we can control😔😔.Maile afule afulaii accept ta gare tara aaile samma I am not able to confront my family and friends 😭😭. Maile aaile samma ni yo sab kura afno family ra friends laii vanna sakney himmat jutauna sakya xuina🥺🥺 Because I know it's not easy for them to accept it and I don't want them to be ashamed of me🥺 Malai society le k vanxa ya malai society le arkaii najar le herxa vanne dar xaina😊 I Just don't want my family and friends to see me differently or be ashamed of me. When I tell them about myself I want them to say to me, " It's okay you're are not different or you don't have to be ashamed of yourself. Just because you like girls being yourself a girl you're not different. Love is not about gender you can love anyone it's your right, And we're not ashamed of you and we accept you and we're always with you."😭😭🥺🥺 I want that day to come soon, I sincerely want to tell my family and friends about myself😭😭.I hope I can get the courage to confess them about my trueself😊😊

02/07/2021

Confession:22
I don't know how to express the feelings that I have been getting over you lately, but this keeps triggering my heart. Starting with a random conversation from nowhere and lately ending up catching feelings for you might sound unreal but that's how I feel for you❤👻
Having conversations every day has turned out into the addiction and I'm extremely happy with that😇 maybe meeting you was unexpected but I'm falling for you with all my reasons❤
I don't remember when I started having feelings for you👻 I maybe actually fallen for you before even I realized it❤

02/07/2021

Confession:21
Female,20

WHY WE ARE SO JUDGEMENTAL?
We know we shouldn't judge a person without knowing their whole story but this du***ss mind automatically judge them. Just by looking their outer image, we assume whether the person is good or bad. Does their clothes, ornaments, nail, tattoo, hair colour and body size determine their inner beauty? No nah🤷‍♀️
If a women wearing a short means she want vulgarity or she is a pr******te, a men having a tattoo means he takes a drugs and doesn't give damn about his responsibility and a transgender person living happily means they committed a crime. ✌
The schema we have own our mind forced us to think so. I just wanna say change your perception towards them. Everyone has their own rights to live happily. If you don't like it simply just ignore it. Let's help them to love themselves and to accept how they are❤

01/07/2021

Confession:20
Kathmandu , Nepal
Femal yrs-24....
I used to work as model in some music videos and hundreds of photoshoot. when i met him(S1) at first day in photoshoot i like him so much i want to talk but can't because he never talk to me that day, he was handsome, good looking and had a good sense of humour. It was his and his friend modeling agency too. The day after again i met him but he was not interested on me and i met another guy(S2)there,i used to talk to another guy he was tall, handsome and a good model too but unfortunately he has a girlfriend,here i like both of the guy.Days pass (S1) Starts to talk with me it was not quite easy at first we had a fight in small argument and later we become friend after some days i purpose him but he refuse me to be in relation. We used to became much closer and his birthday was near and i planned a surprise for him,we met and we celebrate but that day i was much happy he accept my purpose i was happy in front of him but i was cheating on him he never know that he hurts me when my purpose was rejected infront of all my friends it was never a love but a planned revenge. He never know that i used to talk with (S2) but S2 never accept me cause he was already in a relation.
AS i was in relation with(S1) i never felt that i love him but i can see in his eyes i was everything for him,i noticed it.One day my friend had an accident and i called him i was afraid but it was night he came at 2 o clock in the morning ,That day i realize i was doing great mistake i wanna tell him everything to him but i start too love him by his nature and all the good thing he do to me i was afraid that truth would make us apart but my heart was saying i was wrong every time a revenge change into a sweet love.One day i can't sopped myself i told him every thing and he smiled and told " i know everything my love (Rani)".
i asked him why you stay with me if you know i was cheating you every time. Again he said " i love you more than any thing in this world i would stay by your side no matters whole world is against you.Thats the power of love".i start felling low, now i know the meaning of love. I can't be apart from him but how i could came infront of him now i know i had done a big mistake.i start running from him, ignoring him it was hard but he deserve far better than me .i ignore his every calls,days, months but he never change.i told him everything he deserve some one better but he told " i wouldn't say that i would die without you my Rani but it would become much harder to live without you and die everyday". He also knew that this relation wouldn't last longer. Days after it was my birthday and he surprise me by a tattoo in his chest there was my name(Rani) he used to call me as Rani.After that day, every time he calls me and say he was waiting at same place we used to met. I know it was going to be harder for me and much harder for him too.i would never forgive to myself what i had done.i still miss him if some how he see this confession i would like to say him:
* मनमा भएको अनि भाग्यमा नभएको मन्छे हौ तिमी सायद मेरो भाग्य तिमिलाइ पाउने जति बलियो थिएन!

01/07/2021

Confession:19
Female, 19
I'm 19 old and soon to be 20. Today I'm writing this because I feel nobody can understand me properly so it's better not to tell them so I just wanna write here to share my thoughts❣
Whenever I see couple goals video in my fyp in tiktok I feel so jealous like why I haven't meet my partner, I know it's not my time to fall in love but deep down I also want a happy and healthy relationship❤ for that both effort are necessary but whenever I get into relationship I thought he is the one made for me but as a result what did I get? A HEART BREAK
I know there is my mistake too for not being able to make a good relationship but at least I had try. I'm not the only one who did wrong he also did, he promise me he will be always there for me no matter what but look at now where is he? With his new girl👏 he left me broken
I never show how bad I feel but deep down I question myself why always ME? When I'll get my perfect partner who loves, care, respect and understand me, eagerly waiting for that day😩

30/06/2021

Confession : 18
Happy birthday to me who was bullied is bullied and will be bullied by my parents. Happy birthday to me whose parents talks nicely to me when they have work that can only done by me and is a piece of s**t when there is nothing that i can help them. Happy birthday to me whose parents never ever allowed permission to me live freely smell the nature enjoy my life of my own. A very warm birthday to me whose parents never allowed me to live happily with freedom and self respect. Happy birthday to me whose parents always gave mental pressure on me so that there is no loss of there prestige. My parents they never thought whats happening to me .Just read read and read thats all they want. matters only their prestige not my happiness not my intrests not anything .
Since my childhood i had been in such situation where my voice is hammered inside the wall .I was not allowed to talk to any other stranger except my parents friends.i was not allowed to talk to them so friendly. That resulted in a weak and introvert me who feels shy to put a sentence towards other. The pressurized in such a way that i had to left my intrests. My friends were choosen by my parents. Those friends to whom my parents dont like were told not to talk with me. My friends were pressurized if they had to go out with me till i was 20. I feel like this is a jail where i get only freedom to study nothing more than that.

I regret everytime for being borned in such a educated family who is still spiritual who doesn't let the voice of an weak person to be listened. Happy birthday to me 😊
It is said that the wish asked in birthday is fulfilled.I beg you god plz make my parents feel easy to talk to me with love and kind heart whether is someone or not. Plz dont make my parents play dual nature plz plz This hurts me a lot😊😊😊
Its only the moon and my whole room who knows all of my secrets . Hey sun to whom you see all the day its fake me its fake me with a big smile on the face with dominating behavior. I swear it's very difficult to play this dual nature.

30/06/2021

Confession:17
Male 22
I am okay! Yes because I have always succeeded to hide all my pains. There are different stories of my life each starting with pain and ending with pain. However I am okay because I know one day I will make it to the top.
Today I want to confess one small part or journey of my life related to my health condition. I was so weak from the starting days, I used to get sick easily and had to get hospitalized many times. Life was hard from every point of view either it be economic or family sort of things basically everything However I was good in study but later in Grade 8 I was diagnosed with a bone problem. Came to know that my bone was curved which caused me alot of pain. Doctor suggested me to have operation and basically that would cost huge alongside high risk. But I denied because there was chances of paralysis after the operation as the doctor said. I decided to fight for the next 3 years I was in bed suffering day and night with unimaginable pain. I used to go schools sometime with a especial belt designed for my backbone. Couldn't attend most of the classes. Then I decided to join physical therapy sessions. Continued exercises. Trust me without attending almost whole year I got good marks even reading all alone. After passing slc with very good marks infact with highest score without attending a single day at school, I was back to normal after years of pain. Still I do have slighly curved back bone but iam all fine with it now.!

Life has been harsh on me everytime but everytime it has punched me I have stood up and punched it back harder. There are many struggles of my life which I will unfold someday after reaching the height I dreamt of.

Keep shining everyone!

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