I want to delete all my socials and go missing for a while

You were my sunrise, the one that lit up my day
The first thing I'd think of, when the morning came my way
You made me feel seen, like I was the only sky
In your eyes, I found my home, where I'd fly

Your touch was like magic, it'd send shivers down my spine
With you, everything felt right, like the world's aligned
You were my safe space, my partner in crime
Where I could be myself, and you'd still be mine

Your smile got me every time, it'd stop my heart
I'd do anything to see it light up, to see you play your part
I loved how you made me feel, like I was on top of the world
With you, every moment was a gift, like a treasure I'd unfurl

Even now, you're still the one I think of at night
The memories of us, they linger, like a sweet, sweet light
I'll hold on to the memories we had, and cherish every bright

- N

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We strum the last chords of Huling El Bimbo's rhyme, beneath the tree where love and music align.

We sing every lyric, feeling every moment.

In these moments, only you and I exist, time stands still, and every second is a treasure.

And suddenly I woke up, the dream dissolved, leaving only reality, and I was left with nothing but memories.

I strolled towards the tree that witnessed our moments of harmony, where we once played and sang side by side.

"I strummed the guitar"

~Sa panaginap nalang pala kita maisasayaw~

Nothing's changed, the lyrics remain the same, the air is still fresh, and it's still the same tree.

But this time, I'm left to sing by myself, the harmony we once shared now a distant memory.

You promised we'd face everything together, return to this tree, and our voices would blend in harmony again.

But why, my time was wasted waiting for the release of the song, only the beginning was finished.

And the ending was never chosen to be completed.

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"I'm forcing myself to stay awake, but why is it so hard?"

"Why is the light slowly fading away and everything is gradually getting dark?"

"No matter what I do, it's still hard. Maybe this is the time where I can finally rest and take a break?"

"Maybe this is the moment I can break free from the pressure?"

"Maybe this is the time I don't have to think about how to be perfect in other people's eyes?"

"Maybe this is the time to prioritize myself for once?"

"As my mind is filled with thoughts, my eyes slowly start to close."

"Along with it are memories full of struggles. Memories that I'll finally let go of too"...

"In my last glance, with my last breath."

"I felt a sense of relief."

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Sa mundong puno ng pangarap,
Narito ako at nangangarap,
Ngunit hindi isang klase ng pangarap,
Na gugustuhin ng iba na matupad.

Ano ba ang aking pangarap?
Simple lang, at yon ay ako'y mahanap,
Ng kamatayang aking sinusulyap.
Hindi ba't nakakatawa?

Kamatayan ay ginhawa,
Para sa akin ay pag-asa.
Sa gitna ng kahirapan, solusyon nga ba?
Sagot ko ay oo, walang duda!

"We say"..

"We love each other"..

"But our eyes spill the truth and speak louder"..

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"Lying never solve a problem so even though it's hard for you try to be truthful and be honest on what you really feel"..

"Your not lying to them, your lying to yourself"..

"Don't live in a life full of lies, if they can't be honest to you, be honest to yourself"..

"..."

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