14/07/2023
"I've been re-reading the Analects of Confucius lately, and I'm really enjoying it. It's a collection of sayings and ideas attributed to the Chinese philosopher Confucius, and it's full of wisdom and insights on how to live a good life.
One of the things I've found most striking about the Analects is how relevant it is to today's world. Confucius was living in China over 2,500 years ago, but his teachings still have a lot to offer us.
For example, one of the sayings that I've found most helpful is this: "The superior man is modest in his speech but exceeds in his actions." This reminds me that it's important to be humble and understated in our words, but to also be ambitious and strive to achieve great things.
Another saying that I like is this: "If you are kind, people will be kind to you. If you are honest, people will be honest to you." This is a simple but powerful reminder that our actions have a ripple effect on the world around us. If we want to be treated with kindness and honesty, we need to be kind and honest ourselves.
I'm still learning a lot from the Analects, but I've already found that it's a valuable resource for anyone who wants to live a more meaningful and fulfilling life. If you're looking for some wisdom and guidance, I highly recommend checking it out."
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14/07/2023
Coping with Grief and Loss
For some reason, I am not always get the best at last maybe time will tell– it can not and never will be predicted but can be put into learning and afterwards, the mastering. For my last few months I've learned a lot, those things I never wanted to happen and matters I prevent not to occur for the last 5 years, just happened and it does not just exist in no doubt but created, embarked and leaved a huge impact that does really affect my being. Things that I let to happen so I can experience how it will turn afterthought, but culture shock and demanding work loads fill in the cycle, tons of hatreds, bashings, criticisms and the like, starting to swallow the inner me and consume my wholesome personality.
My soft heart and kindness been challenge but it never win the fight, my patience become shorter as time goes by, as this seems like I lose the spirit inside me. A total selfless me decided to climb the highest point and swim the endless ocean and walk through the dark side when no one help me get out from that room and no one gave me some sort of advice hence, they gave and rebuttal my credentials and aspiration in the beginning of my run, the bruises and wounds I got from fighting alone will remain painted and left a scar that there's no specific cure.
Life is admiration; once life has shown you the greatest uncertainty, hatred, and cold days, hope will be questionable. With new beginnings for some and an end point for a few, life is really not fair, as we are the ones who made them, as we are the ones who created our own life cycles. Other people may be trapped for a lifetime that will result in stagnant being; on the brighter side, other people will re-shape the world they live in, set their atmosphere with positivity, and reconstruct the circumference of the cycle. We can't judge people just because we see their physical aspect or because we see them as whole; we have room for everything; some things may consume us; some things will get us killed; and the worst thing is that we just let things happen, even though we have the power and initiative to change the way they were shaped. Our world is a combination of every molecule and can just be shaped by which container you are supposed to fill. The world may change as to what kind of lifestyle you want and how, when, who, and where afterwards. Creativity in every possibility may counteract things you want to achieve. Life goes on. Keep heading forward. Learn from our mistakes. Keep your faith and courage, because more days of severe sorrow and gruesomeness will come our way.
05/07/2023
My Life Drawn on the Canvas
I once lived my life as an artist, making simple things extraordinary, giving hope for something invaluable before turning it into a treasure with lifetime love and care, and giving life to others while living the worst life in reality. I was born to be creative, exploring my endless and bold imagination. I do, and I always set a standard, as I strongly believe that everyone could be hardworking and always put in an effort to achieve common goals in different strategies and beliefs, but something is not for sure: the assurance of them, giving back the love and care you always give to them, that is the very sad part of being so kind and selfless.
The last fifteen years of my life were spent drawing patterns, curves, and sketches, which are classified as a scratch imaginative transpose creation. Living those years of my life was a blueprint for my next five years unto the last count. The struggle is real; I need to put in my greatest effort and give my best for every action and wise decision I had to make, and choices that I needed to make to be still on the right track.
For the next 6 years after my childhood, my decision making become wiser, but, when these days came into my life, I started painting colorful, aesthetic and brilliant painting, which others applaud and given me enthusiastic feedback but something is missing as when my paint brush, got missing and my paintings just stuck on my mind and soul, as living the next 2 years when my family doesn't show admiration, fate and courage, that is the time I see the beauty of not just fine paintings of animals, nature, self portrait and so much more to frame in my canvas but also making just lines and unrecognizable color patterns, and that day when a friend given me a brand new paint brush where I started painting abstract, my rebellion days come into reality, vicious and unhealthy lifestyle began to shrink me in to the hole of desperation and uncertainty. I keep doing it because I believe no one can ever dictate what I'm doing or what things really matter to me; no one can understand the circumstances in my life; it's just me, myself, and I.
For the next few years and until this day, I made my life so meaningful that I could not just paint a fine portrait but also make art from the soul of sorrow, pain, and rebellion. To others, that would not be acceptable and coherent, but for me, this is who I am; I cannot ever fake my personality and just be me as a person who lives his life more than riding on a roller coaster ride. Exceptions have never been listed and put into record on my vocabulary. When I hate you, you may come near to me, but my door is closed for any business you want to offer me. I'm grateful to even have survived my 23 years of existence in this world. I had a very thoughtful and truthful life. For my family, it would be admiration; for my friends, it would serve as memory and part of learning; and for my colleagues, it would just be a clap and still bashing and stabbing while hugging each other. My story will never end, as long as there is a paint brush and I can make more beauty and transcendent creation beyond the horizon.
03/07/2023
Sino nga ba itong bading na minahal ng marami, hindi lamang sa galak at halakhak nitong hatid bagkus nakitaan din ito ng potensyal sa iba pang larangan mapa akademiko o hindi. Saan nga ba namulat at lumaki, sino- sino ang kanyang mga kalaro, kabahagi at kakulitan nuon, alin sa mga kapitbahay nya ang parating nagbibigay ng ulam, anong buhay ang meron sya nuon at ngayon, ilan na kaya sa mga dati nyang kaklase sa Mabini Elementary School ang ngayo'y may magandang buhay at sino sa kanila puppy love nya. Marami pang katanungan ang masasagot. ABANGAN!
05/07/2023