Funding for After the Walls of Az.

Chin up always...

Keep praying! Almost there for the building!

Forever loving you!

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A state of mind!

Bigger Toys!
Badder Boys!

Stuck inside!

Looking up 2020 business grants for women. Google it!

X-mas 2019: I made the most of the Holidays. My family is in California and my 15,000 social media friends are world wide.

They say leaders, lead alone. I'm a leader. I'm alone. I stay on my own path of recovery.

Time period: Dec. 2015-2019.

Recovery is possible. You just have to want it. It's that simple. If you want to stay down, stay down. Someday you'll realize you want to go up, stay up.

I challenged my fears. I gained some insight of what my doc's diagnosed me with. They day im bipolar. Not quite on this axis and not quite on that axis. I'm on the top 2% that hears happy voices. I love everyone and everyone loves me, really.

I have to check myself on a daily basis. Situations that come my way are real, not imaginary. I have witnesses that kept my thoughts real. I was not always having an "episode."

I challenged the medication that doctors had prescribed. I didn't take the abilify for awhile. Was I delusional? No. I thought I was. My check system favored my intuition.

I did not go to college. I don't know about the stuff you are required to read to get a degree. I'm sure there are symptoms that help to diagnose your diseases.

I lived through grief from the loss of my mother's passing. My sister was able to move on immediately. I was stuck in complicated grief for 8 years.

I get embarrassed about my recovery story. I share it anyway cuz I hope to reach the people going thru what I went thru.

It's an amazing journey back. Sure I lost alot of time. (I think God is going to reward me for the work I put in on the streets).

I am living proof that recovery from alcohol, drugs and death are possible.

I am available for any questions you may have.

Feel free to contact me as Suzie West thru Facebook, Facebook messenger, Instagram & Twitter.

For emergencies text me at:
+1 623 6660937.

God bless you all that have supported me thru my process.

Be patient with me answering you, please.

Make it happen, today.

Dear Lord;

I'm jumping into the fire again this year! I will post as much of my journey as I can. I will go beyond my limits again. I dare the universe to try and stop me. Last time I got a pass. I'm loved.

I need strength to continue. I'm trying to stay focused on the big prize. Plz send angels to protect me again. Help me get what I need for my .

Goal for 2020: Funding!