Team COBY

7 yrs have passed since u left for heaven…there is not a day that u r not thought about…so much has changed for the good & u r not here…yes I know u r n spirit but it’s just not the same for this moma…what I wouldn’t give to have seen u hold Stephen & Ethan for the 1st time or even better watch Jovie & Lucy dress u up…to see u dance the night away for John & Tori’s wedding…to see Jude buy his 1st house…to us getting the girls Remi & Miley…u r missed more than u know…I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could see n hold u 1 more time…💔…moma misses you forever times infinity

Everyday since I’ve lost my child my 1st born 💔❤️‍🩹💔

My heart is a nutcase when it comes to missing you. ❤️❤️

Happy 6th heavenly anniversary my angel…to think in 4 days it will 6 yrs that my nightmare started…I don’t post as much anymore not bc idw to talk to u but bc I’m doing ok…I will NEVER be better but I will be ok…I still break down n cry, I still wonder what u would be doing (baseball no doubt coaching) & I wonder how spoiled all ur nieces n nephews would be….know that God’s love & mercy have carried me through this journey….know that moma misses u beyond words & loves u past infinity…til we meet again…my baby boy u will always be 😔💔😔

Moma often wonders if there will ever come a time that u will be forgotten...life gets busy which is understood...but I dread days when I think for one second that will happen...today I wanted to stay n bed n just think about u....moma loves u more than life miss u just as much 💔😭💔

Spent time w/you today...had a beer w/u...missing u sucks ass...ik ur dancing & smiling all across the heavens...my love moma will miss u for all eternity. I sometimes wish I could forget that way the pain would stop...but then I remember I never wanna forget u & the Man U became...happy 28th bday

H28BD....I’d never have thought I be spending your 28th bday without you...u know mom always said life is passing so fast, however once u bury a child you’d be amazed at how fast it actually passes...4 yrs have passed & I miss u more each day...if I bake u a cake & some sugar cookies could u please come sit with me (only wishing)...ty for making me a mom & allowing me to watch u become the beautiful soul u were & are....moma hopes u have a happy heavenly bday today Coby

4 yrs ago today daddy, myself & the rest of the family said goodbye to you my love....there are just no words to express this kinda pain and emptiness that moma carries in her, not that daddy doesn’t feel the same it’s just different bc I carried you under my heart for months...u love heard moma’s heart from the inside and now it’s broken, but rebuilt in different ways...ik this may sound selfish but I wish I could forget, forget the fall, forget seeing you on the gurney, forget watching u not move, forget the sounds in the hospital, forget the smells, but never forget the last time I got to lay with u n the hospital bed after all tubes n wires were taken off....it was the last time I felt peace bc I got to hold my baby boy one last time bc u love gave me purpose before everyone else...moma is sry that I couldn’t kiss away the boo boos and make u better, instead u got to go home and sit with God...I’m ecstatic about that but miss u selfishly nonetheless...I love u to death n then some Coby James 😭😭😭

Just when I think nothing can surprise me when it comes to you...your dad calls me n asks me if I’ve seen your tree @ the ballpark...confused I say what tree...he begins to tell me the guys from his team & their parents planted a tree in Coby’s honor....needless to say the tears began again bc our son refuses to be forgotten by anyone 😇😇

Good morning my love....moma is thinking alot about u today...thinking about what u r missing here on earth...know that u are always on my mind and forever in my

HVD baby boy have a fabulous day love you bunches