15/08/2026
I still lie awake at night obsessing whenever I think that I might have done something to upset someone I care about. When I try to talk about it to them the next time we can, they still look at me like I have two heads, and a surprise third one just popped up and stuck its tongue out at them.
The growth here is, though, that I can then let it go (most of the time), and it no longer gets filed away in my catalogue of "Proof That I Suck".
Bet y'all had no idea I had one of those.
Well, I know some of you do. But here's the growth: that catalogue, which was once so incredibly vast, has been getting smaller. It also rarely gets things added to it these days, and if they are added, I promise there's a "good" reason lol.
No worries. I am healing.
It's been a pretty rough few months, but I'm going to be okay.
I'm always okay, but truly I'm going to be okay.
Thank you for loving me, and caring about me, and ESPECIALLY thank you for showing it the past few months while I've been struggling. 🤗
You all rock, and my life is everything good because you're all in it. 🫶
I love you 💙🌸🫶